“Be proud... you’ve won the battle” – Michelle's story
Michelle Houston had heart surgery in her 20s. Gradually she's learned to view her scar as a sign of bravery.
Michelle Houston discovered she had a heart condition aged 23. She was a jet-setting air hostess with a love of exercise, so it was a total shock when, one evening in February 2011, she had to be rushed to hospital. She’d had a transient ischaemic attack (TIA), also known as a mini-stroke.
Tests revealed Michelle, now 27, had an atrial septal defect (‘hole in the heart’) and partial pulmonary venous connection defect (where veins carry blood from the lungs to the wrong side of the heart). Surgery was scheduled for summer that year.
“I put it to the back of my mind and didn’t really think about it,” says Michelle, who lives in Greenock, Renfrewshire.
“At first, I thought they were going to do keyhole surgery, so I was thinking: ‘That’s fine, I don’t need to worry.’ But when Hamish Walker, the Consultant [at the Golden Jubilee National Hospital], told me what was actually going to happen, I was in absolute shock.”
Surgeons told Michelle they’d open her breastbone, but try to minimise scarring. Focused on surgery, she wasn’t too worried. But when the dressing on her chest was removed, Michelle was shocked by the scar.
“It did affect me emotionally, especially at the start, because I was quite frail,” she says. “I ended up very skinny because of the surgery and the stress, so I think you noticed [the scar] more.”
It was just something I had to deal with myself and get used to the fact it was never going to change
Michelle experienced complications related to the wires holding her breastbone together and needed a second procedure to remove them, which set back her recovery.
However, only four months after surgery, she held a coffee morning and raised more than £2,500, half of which went to the BHF (the rest was split between Golden Jubilee National Hospital and Inverclyde Royal Hospital Cardiology Department).
As Michelle recovered her strength, she tentatively began to exercise. She took up running again in the year after her surgery and now does regular half-marathons for charity.
“Once I got back to exercise, there was no issue at all,” she says. Michelle also loves weight training and the strength workout programme, CrossFit.
While her physical recovery progressed, Michelle was still coming to terms with her scar. She experienced keloid scarring, where part of the skin becomes lumpy.
“It was really hard because a lot of people just stared,” she explains. “I’d do anything I could to cover it up and I pretty much stayed in the house for the first couple of months to deal with it.”
Michelle saw a psychologist for a while, but time and the support of her partner, Matthew, and family made the biggest difference. They all view her scar as a sign of bravery. “It was just something I had to deal with myself and get used to the fact it was never going to change,” she says.
Now, Michelle feels great, physically and emotionally. She got married in May this year, and she and Matthew enjoyed a honeymoon exploring Vietnam.
She’s also decided to pursue a new career as a fitness instructor and wants to help raise awareness about adult congenital heart disease.
“Be brave,” Michelle advises. “Afterwards, don’t be worried about your scar. Just be proud and know that you’ve won the battle.”
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