My AAA, by Mike Wilson
Author and historian Mike Wilson wrote this poem about his abdominal aortic aneurysm (AAA), which was picked up through a screening programme.
He says: “In June 2008, I was operated on at Hull Royal Infirmary by Professor McCollum.
“I did not suffer in any way beforehand, nor after the operation. I was a little slow when walking round the block for a few weeks, though.
“I've had four TIAs [transient ischaemic attacks, sometimes called mini-strokes] since but currently am OK.”
This abdominal aortic aneurysm
has led to some serious pessimism
for I’m left in some awe
at drawing the short straw
and am pondering the attractions of vandalism.
But I’ll face all the problems with professionalism
and a certain amount of wise realism.
and - you may think this odd -
I cannot blame God
for I’m delighted I’ve converted to atheism.
I’ll combat the horror with witticism
while it upsets my life with its terrorism
but the fact of the matter
is everything’s just chatter
so I’ll hang on to my life with great stoicism.
I shall avoid descending into barbarism
and may be face up to it with heroism
for I wish I’d not got
this life-threatening blot:
This abdominal aortic aneurysm.
16th August 2007, on being told I have an AAA.
That abdominal aortic aneurysm
that led to some serious pessimism
was removed with great skill
so it’s definite I will
be enjoying my life with great optimism.
2nd June 2012, four years to the day of the operation to fix the Triple AAA.
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